De-Fine-Normality

BASIC... Name: Lyndall Birthday: 3/5/1999 Height: 5, 6 Weight: 237 Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Brown Race: Caucasian Zodiac Sign: Pieces DO YOU... Drink?: No Smoke?: Don't want to talk about that Use Drugs?: Legally Cuss?: Hell Yes Play Any Instruments?: Flute and Vocals Have Any Peircings?: 2 Have Any Tattoos?: Not yet Like To Annoy People?: No Like Life?: Yes Wear Make-Up?: Yes Dye Your Hair?: Not anymore Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: No Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Yes Like Pina Coladas?: NO And Getting Caught In The Rain?: Yes ARE YOU... Dependable?: X Trustworthy?: X Obsessive?: X Hype

3 long years of long term disappointment I tried man Still can't fucking draw But still trying Gonna submit some shit tomorrow though

I honestly feel like my old friends are slipping right out of my fingers. I've made no new friends besides Layne and I just..... Ugh! I'm just falling into depression and I don't know what to do anymore. I want to improve on my art, but I suck not matter I hard I try. My grades are bad, my attitude is bad, I'm single, I still don't know if I like girls and boys........ I'm confused about my sexuality I'm confused about my feelings towards someone that I'm scared of losing I'm just so confused And I don't want to lose you, I care about you to this day.... You think that since we don't chat anymore, I've forgotten you? The minute I wake